I’ve been staring at this page, pen hovering. Not really knowing what to write. I’ve finished just having sex. I had to stop myself from crying straight after.
It was uncomfortable during. No pain as such but my mind not going away from it. After it just feels like a part is on fire.
That being said, when we went on our date, I got more relaxed and back into myself towards the end.
My mind is blocking me from being me.
I have Mrs. frustrated head on. Everything is irritating me.
To change the subject my NVQ assessor, all be it ten minutes late, did show up and spent most of the day with my third module. Another area passed. My next one soon to be on the way.