Disappointed in Myself

I feel very disappointed in myself right now. I’ve talked about colleagues behind their backs with another.

Doing that has gone against the values I wanna live by. I used to be a gossip. A lot when I was growing up. I don’t wanna be that person again.

I wanna be honest, live with integrity and authenticity in all aspects of my life.

I’m ashamed of myself. I know I shouldn’t do it and I’ve no one else to blame but myself. It’s happened. I can’t take it back.

I need to be mindful of what I say about/of others.

2 thoughts on “Disappointed in Myself”

  1. Shame is one of the hardest emotions for me to deal with. Don’t do what I did and confess your sins to the ones you’ve wronged. I don’t know why I thought that would erase it.
    Sometimes I find it hard to draw the line between gossip and just telling it like it is.

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    1. I believe I need to learn where the line is between gossip and telling it like it is. I want to be honest but I don’t want to be hurting people in the process. I know that times being honest will do some hurting. It’s hard to get my head around.


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