Just a Short One

I didn’t have a good night last night. I spend a small portion of it lying down on the bathroom floor. I woke up feeling like I was gonna be sick. I don’t do being sick. It panics me.

Luckily I wasn’t sick. But the up and down of the night took its toll on me today. Thankfully, I only had two visits this evening. I’ve had the day to rest. I’ve felt better throughout the day. A slow start.

But I was able to do three more questions for my NVQ module and I walked the dogs.

I’m feeling it now. My head feels warm and I’m tired again. So, I’m gonna relax in bed with Long Lost Family.

Good Night.


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Accusation

Well, I’m clearly having one of them weeks. Went to the office for my afternoon working. My manager had forgotten I was coming. No computer for me to use. The accused me of doing something I hadn’t done! Instead of the five hours, I had planned to be there, was there for half an hour.

Instead of the five hours, I had planned to be there, was there for half an hour.

I think that all who work on business computers know that they shouldn’t use them for personal use. Apparently, after I have left on Monday, a part of a CV was found/printed. So, I got the blame.

Out of all the colleagues, my manager only knows me who has worked with animals, has the qualifications in that field and lived in a different part of Yorkshire. Yes, there were similarities but I’m clearly not the only one.

Once I got home, I received an apology email. Due to the half an hour in the office, it had put me in a low mood. My anger manifests as low mood I think. I’m waiting until I reply.

Let’s hope next weeks trip to the office goes better.


Not much happened for the rest of my day. When not on calls, I watched telly. Fell asleep for an hour during one program.

I really need to put my mind into reducing my telly watching.

A piece of good news. The family has expanded again. A baby girl, my new cousin was born in the early hours of this morning. Now there is just my sister-in-law ready to go or pop. two baby girls down, we believe, a baby boy yet to come into the world.

 

Being Alone

There was a time when all I wanted was to be home alone. Be in a house where I could do my own thing and when I wanted. Well, it’s not so great after all. My parents left this morning on a two-night getaway.

Which fair enough is great.

But they took the dogs with them. So the house is empty and quiet. There’s no pottering, barking. No doggie cuddles.

It’s lonely. It’s not a feeling I like. I like being on my own but I don’t like being totally alone. If I have to be on my own, I would like the dogs around me. Maybe next time, I should borrow someone else’s dog.  I did write about

I did write about the telly before writing this. But I wasn’t happy with it. Most of the evening I have been watching telly. I wrote while doing so. What I wrote is at the bottom of this post. 

Note to self. Only write when in a quiet area. No telly watching.

Telly watching is usually my procrastination activity. Although, I do love a good Greys Anatomy marathon. Watching telly can put me into a funk. Causing my foggy mind to get darker. I need to change this.

Getting out of a funk is hard. Why am I doing something that’s causing it in the first place?

Goal: Reduce watching telly and have no telly days.

It all must help, right?

 


Unfortunately, due to unforeseen circumstances, my hours have reduced this week. So I’ve had extra time on my hands. Today I’ve been productive. Then I turned the telly on! 

Every so often the telly is my friend. Currently on a Greys Anatomy marathon. So good. 

But the telly is also my enemy. Watching too much gets me into a funk. It’s something I need to be careful of, now that I’m aware of it. Well, I’ve been aware of it for awhile. It’s not something I’ve admitted to myself. It’s not something I’ve fixed. It needs to stop. 

Stop the funk. I’m even affecting my writing this evening. So I’m making a goal.

Goal: Reduce my telly watching. Have no telly days. 

Love of Family

I’m sat here watching Long Lost Family. I always get emotional watching this show. It makes me grateful for having my own family. I not only have my parents but an extended family too. Step parents, step siblings etc.

I have lost family members just like everyone else. I still miss them to this day. I may not remember all my memories with them but I remember my love for them.


Well, onto the day I’ve had. It’s been a good day, a productive day. One where I have put all down and accepted telly time as me time. The raspberry fragrance in the air from my candle.

The meeting with manager and director happened today. Talked me through the role. Which didn’t take long. I said yes. This means I will be working once a week in the office. Every Thursday. A full day one week and a half day the next, then repeat.

I’m looking forward to it. My mood has been great today.

The only let down has been by my NVQ assessor. She was due to ring me today about our meeting. But to reasons unknown has failed to do so.

Some more good news as I write this.

My other half past his entry level Maths exam. Second times a charm. Next stage is for him to do the next level to work towards his GCSE Maths.

Not too late to accomplish something which was failed earlier in life.